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A little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin.
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Tuesday, September 4, 2007
I end work at 6pm ytd
& then i bus'ed 190 down
to yong's house bus stop,
and missed call wanxiang
to board the bus. We proceed
down to lot1. She brought
a new bottle of perfume
from sasa and its damn
fragrance! Left only 2 bottles,
i swear i get it from the other
outlet when i get my pay.
Haha.
Aftermath, we went up to
kbox to check the pricing
and saw hai gui over at kpool.
He joined us for dinner at long
john and then we went up to kbox
we sing. Damn it, i quarrel with zhirong
again. He's giving me fucking attitude
because he say he's tired. Fcuk!
You're tired doesn't mean you have
the right to shout at me ok. Im
not born to let you scold as you
wish. He just didn't know how to
respect me! I hate this. & that
idiot mention break to me again.
I really wonder where he finds
the courage to mention break.
If only he love me so much,
he wouldn't have say this word
out from his mouth so easily.
I would never have the courage
to say this word out unless i
am serious about it. And thats it,
i won't make a u-turn back no more.
But the way he mention it to me
is as easy as saying abc.
I ask him doesn't he feels
anything when he say those words?
Doesn't he feel sad about it?
He say yes. And i wonder how hurtful
he feels. I told him the next time
if he's going to mention break up
to me, i will surely let him go.
Be it he mean it or its out of anger,
i won't stay anymore. I can't deny
the fact that i'll be extremely upset,
but i won't cling on him who
don't cherish the r/s. It makes
me feel that im on a one way traffic,
im trying so hard to pull us back,
yet you say this two words without
even using your backside to think.
Sighs.
And i just wouldn't want to think
so much about all this. I wanna
concentrate on my work, my studies.
Not him anymore. I would never place
him on my priority nomore. 'Cos i
realised its so not worth it. The tears
i shed yesterday, i will forget today.
Everyday will be a brand new day for me.
I'll be fine (:
Till here then.
永遠の愛
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